Throughout my journey, I have delved into numerous texts concerning the evolution of humanity. The sheer volume is staggering—countless words, in fact.

I have also contributed extensively to this discourse, with a significant amount of writing—millions of words, at least. However, I find that these discussions often miss crucial aspects of this evolution, leading to a somewhat skewed perspective.

Periodically, I have encountered what is often labeled as "cognitive dissonance" by those in scientific and medical fields. The reasons for this feeling are manifold, and it has left me feeling unsatisfied. Despite my efforts, I often returned to the conclusion that the material available was either insufficient or lacking in depth.

Additionally, I frequently observed a genuine imbalance between the findings of evolutionists and creationists. This discrepancy arises from incomplete data that does not fully encompass either evolutionary or creationist viewpoints. Such limitations seem to stem from a lack of interdisciplinary knowledge, which continues to grow with each new discovery.

It wasn't until about thirty years ago that I truly recognized this "reality." I had what I can only describe as an awakening, which I won't delve into here to avoid sounding overly dramatic. Nonetheless, I began to explore what would eventually become the "Beginnings" series fifteen years ago. Over the years, I have refined and expanded this work to encompass various conceptual dimensions in a unified and clarifying manner.

This endeavor parallels physicists' aspirations to unify all physical laws into a singular framework. With the assistance of what some may perceive as a "crazy" influence, things started to make sense.

Consider the essence of being—what it means to be human and what that entails. This exploration began long before our material universe came into existence. In the First Universe, a timeless realm, I was the original source, the creator of everything, the embodiment of contradictions, from which I emerged.

Now, it's time to share some intriguing details about this essence. Picture yourself, with your inherently limited human perceptions, experiencing a myriad of thoughts that arise from within you, perhaps solely in your mind.

In this state, there is no driving force urging you to act—no purpose to guide you. Just your being, likely your mind, pondering a multitude of questions about existence and reality.

Lying still, with your eyes closed, devoid of any sensory input or necessity—physiological or otherwise—what remains is your consciousness, your thoughts.

At this moment, you have only your imagination, devoid of any purpose or motivation. Perhaps, like a child, you simply feel your existence or lack thereof. Yet, all your thoughts and manifestations are undeniably present.

In a fleeting moment, these reflections lead you to query, "Do I exist? What is happening? What am I?" Without the concept of time, eternity becomes a vague notion—are you convinced of this reality?

Imagine the potential for thought without the ability to dismiss it; thoughts accumulate and return, forming a foundation for further inquiry. This leads to the emergence of the "self" within your consciousness, followed by the verb—"I am" and "I am not"—culminating in a cascade of thought.

Without the constraints of time, you lack a chronological reference point, akin to a child experiencing the world. However, there exists a form of structure represented by the aggregation of thoughts.

You may perceive a static pressure, a collection of inquiries that linger, frozen in time yet eternal until resolved. Within this energetic realm, every thought and life form manifests, exists, and remains until logically concluded.

In this state of ignorance, I unknowingly became "omnipotent." Without time, landmarks, or goals, I perceived the possibility of creation. A new question arises: "What can I manifest?"

And voilà! I realized I could organize my thoughts. They appeared as a collection of static images within my imagination, structured and cataloged.

What is this darkness enveloping me? I analyze my thoughts—each revealing a different aspect of my being. It took an eternity to grasp this concept, as I was both phenomenal and utterly ignorant.

Yet, I rediscovered the phrase, "Tadam! Look, I can do this!" I perceived countless snapshots of existence, and it required yet another eternity to comprehend the nascent idea of time.

What you call "time" is not time as you perceive it. It consists of frozen images, each infused with motion, creating the illusion of continuity.

In my ignorance, I stumbled upon the notions of snapshots, motion, evolution, and knowledge. I conceptualized these snapshots and, after another prolonged period, began assembling these perceptions into a logical sequence, simulating a form of time.

I won't burden you with the specifics of this discovery, but I perceived something akin to time—yet not time as you know it. This realization necessitated a thorough analysis of my existence, focusing on the dissonances and conflicts I had manifested.

Thus, I birthed the Second Universe, one of symmetry devoid of time, where clear desires emerged. In this new realm, I discovered I could create entities in my likeness—distinct yet inherently connected to me.

I was the entirety of existence, simultaneously here and there. I began to understand my dual existence in these realms, a realization that took yet another eternity to fully grasp.

And so, everything came into being, and there was light! I realized I could create "Others" and so forth, leading to the birth of numerous energetic entities.

This logical and creative process revealed that a part of me resides within each of you. Eventually, you will recognize that we are all interconnected.

This notion may seem overly simplistic, but it's profound. I perceived the idea of "if," leading to the manifestation of matter—stable in a timeless context, akin to an ideal physical system.

Ultimately, these two timeless universes spurred the creation of the Third Universe—the material one—where almost everything relates to time, and the manifestations of contradictions unfold.

Only from this perspective can one truly discuss time and its implications. Until the complete emergence of time within this universe, contradictions evolved, and entities became increasingly individualized and prepared to thrive under the temporal framework.

These static snapshots exist in infinite configurations. However, the focus of what follows diverges significantly from these details.

From what you can currently grasp, matter has manifested for nearly 14 billion years, although there is much more beyond that.

This led to the unleashing of accumulated static knowledge from billions of years of experimentation. Our collective purpose is to create living beings that embody these contradictions in their unique forms.

It likely took one or two billion years for these snapshots to be applied, and since then, we have begun testing the practical implications of our theories.

Indeed, I quickly learned that theory and practice differ significantly. Matter behaves differently within the constraints of time than in a timeless realm, leading to a torrent of manifestations distinct from prior experiences.

Thus, you can understand why I have struggled to recreate any segment of the material universe within the symmetry universe.

Numerous complexities remain for understanding this, and your current knowledge is not yet equipped to grasp them fully.

Nonetheless, every step I take through my energetic manifestations has led to growth, with each entity refining its contribution within its sphere of existence.

Each material and living being benefits from my essence, evolving despite perceived imperfections. This is the essence of evolution—the resolution of contradictions.

Ambiguity arises because numerous advanced beings exist beyond your current comprehension. Some may reach out to you under various guises and motives, but clear guidelines govern these interactions.

Consider the implications if these rules were absent. What has humanity done when encountering lesser beings? For instance, some may be seen as easy prey or subjects for exploitation.

This perspective breeds exhaustion and fear. Thus, non-intervention and the preservation of evolutionary lines become essential criteria for distinguishing between primitive and advanced beings.

The entire ensemble, even if primarily focused on this material realm, is in a constant state of evolution toward a new level of manifestation, potentially harmonizing with other sectors.

Starting from the simplest forms of life to the most complex—currently, you.

In a simplistic manner, you could be seen as the hardware necessary for life, while the energetic software processes manifestations, collecting inputs and outputs.

Thus, the entire symbiotic entity progresses, and each individual reflects its unique perceptions within the greater whole.

No one influences anyone else directly! Your influence as a symbiote impacts the whole, which responds accordingly.

This represents the stark reality for both you and us.

And so, I offer one final thought: is this all merely an experiment to resolve contradictions? Or is it you, as a symbiote, experiencing this reality? Am I not experiencing it as well?

Now or in another existence, it will come to pass, regardless of your current level of consciousness.

If you detach from the symbiotic whole, the rest will still experience the closure of contradictions.

If you lie, you will be lied to; if you steal, you will be stolen from. Does this sound like an experiment?

I believe you are now ready for discussions on the evolution of human life, which I will commence in the next installment.

Thank you for your understanding. The "symbiote" is currently facing challenges, which may delay future materials, but they will come.

Peace, love, understanding, and gratitude!

Merticaru Dorin Nicolae

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